I wish Demri had that same desire, to want to be an actress/model, who read books, studied acting. Demri Parrott was buried at the Miller-Woodlawn Memorial Park in Bremerton, Kitsap County, Washington, USA. sonuta bouna dememi love hate love'de " live for you but 'm not alive" diye. By 96 or so, Jerry was fed up with Laynes fear of touring. Get over yourself and if you remember to comment then be positive and stop snapping at people. I liked Classic rock and blues when I was 11. Thanks for posting that. The former fiancee of Layne, Demri Parrott died of drug overdose acute intoxication and the combined effects of opiate, meprobamate, and butalbital on 29th October 1996. I love this site and thanks Barbara for all the work you put into it. I am so sorry that post was so long. RIP Demri, Layne, Rosheen and Mike. Just let them know youll be there when theyre ready to get clean. Unfortunately she died from a heroin overdose in 1996. So go to youtube and search for this: if you knew what junkies were like you wouldn't be romantising this shite. because you write about people and events where you can not find if it is the truth sorry my english. . Demri and Rosheen loved each other very much and I loved them both. Maybe Ill find a little peace now even without credibility, just like you always thought was possible. They dated for 2 years after getting together in Mar 1988. I know its been mentioned she was to keep her distance from the band later on but I thought you might have some fun memories travelling together to see some AIC gigs from earlier in the picture? In 2017, 81,000 Americans tried heroin for the first time. When young, we all do crazy, risky things, especially in the early 90s. The website will forever live on my server for those seeking to learn a little more. But all the while enjoying experiences that you must cherish greatly, I imagine. The did accept him but it never worked out. I was jealous of the model dip**** and I hated her. And we all know about Laynes death, alone in his apartment for weeks before anyone found him. Why did Layne rely so much on Demri? You have to want it or its impossible. Career: Model, Artist, Muse, and Actress. She couldve been so much more, its a shame. Just saying! But god, if he isnt just a little gratified also. I remember sitting in my room in Iceland in the early 90s, listening to all the grunge bands thinking Man..Id like to be able to live in the smack dab middle of all this madness, be chilling in Seattle with likeminded folks. People call to make sure they are listed in the Thank Yous on an album. Believe me. He told me that the first time he did it, he was exhausted and feeling like shit. I dont remember the exact story Lanegan told in Sing Backwards and Weep, but seems to me that after she got the pacemaker, she left the hospital (possible with an IV pole?) Thank you for this enlightening website (I am an AIC fan), but most importantly, thank you for telling the truth about heroin and the catastrophe that follows it, you have done an outstanding job of scaring those who never tried it once, and as a result have saved countless lives, and saved families tragic pain and sorrow. They were both hardcore heroin addicts and much of their life and their relationship was very, very ugly. (Handout). When they cancelled the 94 tour it was because Layne was afraid. But she insisted that neither she nor anyone else blamed Starr for Staley's death. Then he drove to Bothell and unloaded the car at home and he couldnt get her to wake up. I didnt wish to get in an argument here I dont think its appropriate but I think it was just a misunderstanding. Barbara thanks for putting your heart into this and also for educating people about drugs. I dont wanna see people anymore and its nobodys business but mine.. But he never said so outright. RIP Demri and Layne. During this year I hadnt heard a thing. Beautiful, dedication, Demri, Demri Parrot, Picture, Pictures, Rest in Peace. Heroin usually either ends in jail, life long opiate replacement programs like methadone or suboxone or death. Both Layne and Dem were very attractive individuals with a fan base. (adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); Oct 29th is a day a lot of us who knew and loved Demri will never forget. I just hope you are able to get well again and I hope whatever happens you are able to find peace with it. Ive read this a few places. I cant get it to paste & post, but at least the other two are still here However so. Its all in your head how this life is and if you can find away to stay positive then everything wont look so dark. Drugs are not fun, and will never try again. People around the world come here to share informations and curiosities and read stories about people you love so much. Once he moved to that place, I didnt talk to him. Now I dont have to worry about that anymore. Im lucky to have 2 beautiful little girls that keep my life full. Its nice to see this page and realize how much she was loved. Just thinking about it. For those that have been debating on whether to buy it or not, I say, save your money. She was constantly on the run..not sure it was running scared but running for sure maybe she was afraid of missing out or just looking for the next thing to stimulate her I have no clue what it was but I definitely could NOT keep up with her and whenever I tried or whoever tried we all would end up just as sick, lost and confused and most of us would tap out. They started dating around spring or summer that year, she is thanked in the liner notes of "Facelift", which was released on August 1990.She is not, as widely but wrongly believed, the woman on the cover of Alice in Chains's album "Dirt", released on September 29, 1992, that is model and actress Mariah O'Brien.Layne Staley and Demri Parrott were, according to close friends and band-mates, described as perfect for each other and the term "soulmates" has been used more than once to define their relationship. Then I went back to Houston, where I was working at a nightclub, and the phone rang in the office. Demri died from endocarditis; a bacterial infection of the heart valves which is mainly caused by IV drug use and yes dirty needles. My nickname growing up was AD so if it was shortened by her she would call herself little D. Dont know unless she was doing a rap thing if she did that with others but do remember her correcting people who did say Dem, not Demri even to me. See at 2:32 here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ot0g2SWqnK8 there are two girls. I have fell of the wagon a couple of times because I will wait for an excuse to do it. I think this is Rachel that made Andys purple hand hat. Demri did NOT get Layne into heroin. Anyone of her friends would have given her money to buy cotten besides its free at the hospital and they do send you home with a ton of supplies and she was there a lot. I will speak for us all in saying we hope you read this and change your minds. document.getElementById( "ak_js_1" ).setAttribute( "value", ( new Date() ).getTime() ); All text content on this website is copyrighted by Barbara Dearaujo Text and comments may NOT be reproduced on or offline with out permission. Every parent wants their child to grow up healthy and successful. I agree completely. " Kinney recalls. Some people are predisposed to addiction and so their story is written for them. Jerry wanted to tour but Layne was sick and then in and out of rehab 13 times. I dont think a lot of people understand how much damage it does. Just how much sense does that make? She died in the hospital late in 1996. In 1996, Staleys life was turned upside down when his former fiance, Demri Lara Parrott, died of a drug overdose and when she passed, so did a bit of Staley. Keep us updated on how you are doing. I know she had siblings and her name changed from Murphy to Parrott at some stage (as per yearbook photo). I just stumbled upon this website and I really love reading about Demri and Layne and about their time on earth. 1 person I know said he came by their house in Seattle and wanted them to come to his car to see if this girl O.D.d. Thanks for your honest opinion when you look at it like that its true im thinking of friends from 16yrs ago and even if someone wrote a book on me that facts are so not lined up with who i really am Finally, best of luck if you write a book Muself, I would love to produce a film documenting all of this. Drugs can bring you to the highest heights. I feels like Demri realised too late and by protecting everyone and trying to avoid them any further pain, she decided to leave. I dont think you can get shorter from heroin abuse Im not sure though, from what I know the only way to actually get shorter is from getting old, and thats because you will slowly lose the cephalorraquid liquid thats between every vertebra (I dont know how to say that in english lol, the vertebras are the little bones that form the column), but maybe affected his posture like you said Liz still there are a whole bunch of other side and long term effects, Ive read that heroin is the most addictive opiate right after desomorphine (its like heroin little cousin only nastier), and its getting pretty big un Rusia, Ucrain, and starting to come to my country, too. I was probably 18 and super-shy and I But Demri seemed to live an existance of from here to there, no where to run, but her mom had a home waiting just for her. Truly a loving person. Most heroin addicts who manage to get clean.. will also eventually relapse. It was Layne and Demri and they had to find me to tell me they started doing dope and how wonderful it was, and right then I knew they Demri died in the hospital with her mother and her aunt right beside her on the morning of Oct 29 around 7:40 a.m. She was unconscious when she was brought in and never woke up again. Survivors include her daughter, Jeanne Blair of Indianola; seven grandchildren; 15 great-grandchildren and six great-great-grandchildren. For life. I believe that when he lost her he probably felt like it should have been him and that the only hope to be happy was gone and like I explained before he probably just gave up trying to quit and just decided to let it consume him. We lost so many friends its no wonder the ones that are left behind like me and Darin.. suffer from PTSD (Post-traumatic stress disorder) not unlike a war torn vet would but the only difference is people dont see us as heroes we brought this upon ourselvesthe uncontrollable addiction that is .. Heroin. The photo of Demri on the couch in lingerie is at my apt on Queen Anne, the one Andy died at. Press question mark to learn the rest of the keyboard shortcuts, https://alice-in-chains.livejournal.com/103699.html?thread=559635#t559635, https://icepicksandnukes.com/2011/12/16/setting-the-alice-in-chains-record-straight/. Someone who took many drugs, uppers, downers,narcotics, yet she always tried to better herself, in acting, in life. One of the purely amusing anecdotes de Sola shares concerns the night the Music Bank, the rehearsal warehouse where the band rented space, was raided in 1988. Hey would call her to be around him and of course she would eventually relaps and hed kick her to the curb. His body took a while to die, but his spirit lived on, as did Demris, after her passing. I am sure that he was pressured to go on tour and not feeling well decided that instead of letting the fans down and letting them see him in that state he felt he had a better chance stating away from that pressure. Its not like you can just sit around the house for 2 weeks and suffer life doesnt allow it and if you dont have great insurance the rehab isnt taking you either. As for the book both Mike and Layne told me they wanted to sue her because it was full of lies. All he had left was her memory and a reported teddy bear that belonged to her and was given to him by her family. I know he was taking care of Layne and buying groceries and making sure he was eating and cared for. I guess anyone could do the research and read all the interviews and maybe even talk to the people who knew them but no one is going to get it completely right. She didnt ask me, she didnt care. I know I made a big mistake when I started using this shit. 5' (152 cm) Demri Parrott body shape: Slim What color are Demri Parrott's eyes? Still, according to the Amber report, Demri was able to get help and quit using drugs. He struggled with addiction for much of his life, and as Steven Hyden of the A.V. They both died alone, I know Demris mother and Aunt were with her, but in truth, everyone dies alone. I know it can be a struggle to help drug addicts. I know that you have a busy life, but Ill never forget that you emailed me info on Demri, such as her liking of decoupage with Angels & Victorian art, which she used & put on boxes as gifts for friends. "Go f-----g do it now.". He told me that he When I spoke to Layne I was pissed off and crying, and told him what was going on at the house, but he pretty much already knew. YES, IT IS POSSIBLE to get and stay clean but you have to do it for yourself. I hope your doing better. They both were on a downward spiral without a safety net. Cover for 'Alice and Chains: The Untold Story,' by David de Sola. Nice she was, but not very independent. Demri Lara Murphy was born on February 22, 1969, in Bremerton, Kitsap County in Washington, United States. I wanted to also check in on you and see how youre doing with your recovery and your heart? Date of Death: October 29, 1996 Place of Death: Bremerton, Washington, U.S. The rest Yes, Jerry had a coke problem. If I had been in that same situation, my own mother, who I love dearly, would not have been so loving. Days passed before his accountant sent up an alert that Staley hadn't been withdrawing any money. Especially a timeless celebrity like Layne Staley who left behind such a powerful legacy of music that continues to be important to so many people. She seemed to have style that was individual in fashion and photography. What a true tragedy heroin addiction is. He didnt seem to want to do it because he had a bad feeling about it. Instead, she ended up in the same position as him and later found herself going in and out of rehab. Sadly, Demri passed away in 1996 of endocarditis caused by her drug use. Im not saying they were gay, lol! She died about three months after the Unplugged album was recorded. Demri Lara Parrott Murphy (February 22nd 1969 - October 29th 1996) was an American model, artist, and muse, and an amateur actress, girlfriend and later fiance of Alice in Chains singer Layne Staley. ITS JUST FUCKED UP BULLSHIT! Yes, she died young, of mysterious circumstances, but she made a living for herself. Demri Lara Parrott Murphy was an amateur actress, girlfriend, and later fiancee of Alice in Chains singer Layne Staley, who lived from February 22, 1969 to October 29, 1996. He really freaked out over Kurt a few months before that. Brown - Dark What color is Demri Parrott's hair? It wasnt a blatant thing, but it was definitely implied a couple of times that they wanted to know how he was. A google search for Demri and Layne brought me here at last. Its also sad that she took Layne down that path with her. They can seduce you and make you feel like nothing else can be as good to you. But he wanted to be left alone. This site https://icepicksandnukes.com/2011/12/16/setting-the-alice-in-chains-record-straight/ will let you fact check and their are some concert's where he talks pretty negative about her stealing and selling their equipment, etc. I came across this site while listening to Laynes music on line.I along with many others loved his music and now I see why Layne loved Demri.I never new them but feel such a love from this website and the pictures of Demri and Layne. Allowing us insight into lives cut short and giving it all up ugly or beautiful for us to learn. Barbara thanks for putting your heart into this and also for educating people about drugs. Bless you. The song was included on the compilation albums Music Bank (1999) and The Essential Alice in Chains (2006). These talented people were all under the thumb of an evil drug addiction that tortured them and eventually ended their lives and heroin is not a drug you try once so if you want to be another tragic statistic..go ahead and try it only once but Ill tell you from my own personal experience being there when people have tried that it for the first time and very few successfully do that. But I hope that you will. I was somewhat envious of her because Layne always seemed to forgive her each time, and there is something TO that, but at the same time I felt I was right; she was making a mess of things and she was in big trouble. Thats all I wanted to say. Please go to a support group. She also used the surname Murphy and had three younger brothers, Devin, Derek and David. It was supposed to be their clean and healthy place and after Ward. One day she fell unconscious in his car while he went into a grocery store. Demri Parrott and Pony Maurice at Volunteer Park in Seattle WA, around 1991 Demri and Layne Demri in her year book.. she is the second one top row.. if she only knew back then what . One night he and his father were shooting heroin together and his father ODed. Just because we cant see something/someone, doesnt mean theyre not there. Demri Parrott died on. She met Layne when she was eighteen or nineteen, and its reported that it was love at first sight. She had been using off and on for a few months. Once Kurt gave Layne a ride somewhere and talked about his daughter Frances and Layne said that he was so excited about her. Was just curious about that. Do not let it get YOU! Neither Demri's mother nor Layne's stepfather have been able to confirm that. I mean no disrespect with this question. Was it the greater love that made them sole matesdrugs? In turn, Silver called Staleys mother, Nancy McCallum who called 911. I really appreciate this site. He obviously didnt have the strength. I moved thousands of miles away, he changed his email address and, though we spoke on the phone a few times since then it was only about little things. I believe that their friendship was love as well as drug based. When I was on dope I just didnt care and all that mattered was how I was going to get better or keep from being sick it wasnt even about getting high anymore because it would take $500 to vet high once for a couple of hours. I too lost a sister. She was 26.. She very much held her own identity and path. "Died" is a song by Alice in Chains and the final one recorded with vocalist Layne Staley before his death in 2002. Im her age, a Seattle native and recently lost my sister to heroin. Laynes father could have been that positive influence, but he only helped drive Layne to an early grave. , Hi, Hey everyone, im a long time lurker but never have posted not sure why. Not Demri, sorry. She was so young, so beautiful the tragic muse, a fairy. The same to you, Barbara, Merry Christmas to you and your family. Demri was well known and had numerous friends that she touched with her charismatic and enchanting personality. What happened with that book, he had a really good chronological order of things. "Died" takes this Up to Eleven. In October of that year, his former girlfriend and fellow drug addict Demri Parrott died of bacterial . when the crew were dealers too. Anniversary of Dems passing & a note from her Mom, Darin Lamb One of Layne Staleys Best Friends. Ward was when Layne went on tour and he quit paying rent there. You are brave and strong and you do all Demris fans a favor telling us about her and running this site. You know that feeling you get throughout your body when you accomplish a goal and you are gratified? Layne turned a corner with two strippers into a hallway crowded with cops. Im just happy more people came out and started to share pictures of her. Addiction can change a persons priorities and also put huge dent in their moral compass even having children isnt enough for some addicts.. the one love that people cherish the most in their lives. Jessica I am so sorry for your loss. As her mother, when I am missing her most all I have to do is google..I am so happy you made it, I tried to direct Rosheens Mother Tina to your site but she didnt get it so I will continue to try. Or did others drive her to where she needed to go? One of his more moronic friends told me that he had actually died, but what little I did get from Layne told me this wasnt true. Their legacy should be used in the context of learning. A painting of Demri and Layne was featured on the cover of the Mad Season album.. Mad Season "Above" Album Cover Based On Photo Of Layne Staley And . All the pain and suffering when their lives could have been filled with so much love and happiness. He drove around town for a while after that not even aware that Demri was dying in the passenger seat. Rosheen was clean at the time and doing awesome.. but then she relapsed and on June 19th 1997 she passed awayshe was only 22 years old. Im sure if I did I would snatch it up with excitement in my heart and then eventually growl under my breathe a little and put it back.. who knows though I might buy it. Its easy for people to judge and if they can stick with you during good and bad thats a wonderful thing. Just saying that Demri could have done so much more. I went through and read all the Layne/Demri parts when I first got the book, too. They were freaked out by it all and didnt understand it. I know we all hear this and we all have been told over and over to stay away from drugs but I wish I could drill it into kids heads who might consider trying it. My husband purchased it as a christmas gift for me. Is that because of damage to his skeletal system due to heroin? Died: October 29, 1996 Beautiful Country, would love to visit. Staley was found dead, toothless and weighing only 86 pounds, in his Seattle apartment in 2002. Demri never grew up. In 1996, Staley's life was turned upside down when his former fiance, Demri Lara Parrott, died of a drug overdose and when she passed, so did a bit of Staley. I know Demri got endocarditis as a result of heroin use, and all of the trouble that caused her. May God Bless you. Marilyn Monroe. You will be ok. Love lots of love. Oh that thing about walking down a hall and druggies is b.s. Its quite ridiculous. As a young artist, she wrote poems and also found a way to start a career as an amateur actor. But not in a slutty way. Mara one of Dems good friends name was Mara! Layne loved what they had done, he thought Jerry did it on purpose. Devido ao abuso de drogas, Parrott lutou com problemas cardacos e passou por vrias cirurgias de corao aberto. If you put him in rehab, he could check himself out. Because that is not my story it is theirs.. even if I was a part of their story and they a part of mine. Hang in there sister it gets easier and it gets better. Ive read a lot about Demri over the past six years. She and Layne, and Rosheen, Mike and all the friends are together and laughing, having fun and taking care of us. No problem. I know it sounds crazy but Im begging you to check it out. You are the only one on the internet who knows about those days, and any info on Demri, Layne, Chris, Andy, or others in the Seattle Grunge Scene would be appreciated. Its hard to have someone understand that you didnt get off the couch all day because you just couldnt get up or because you want to rip the painful gaping hole out of your chest. Later, as he got deeper into heroin, he almost seemed stooped over and maybe a little bow legged in AICs last concerts in 96. After all of their struggles, the frustration, the blame, Layne still loved Demri, desperately, and her death destroyed him. Layne was like no other. What she looked like, how she dressed, & the decoupage shed make from angel& Victorian cutouts that she would paste on boxes & give as gifts. In order to post comments, please make sure JavaScript and Cookies are enabled, and reload the page. Thank you for that! I think this is from 1991." It was YOUR take on Demri and it made me think about my take on them as well. We are all human. Grief takes time. I dont know. Please answer, so that I may know that youre ok. All my love, Laura. It took me a long time to figure out what to write here, but I felt compelled to say something. She also told Starr something that very likely helped him sleep better at night: "Layne would forgive you. I love it. Beautiful memorial and thank you Kathleen..it truly means a lot to those of us who hold them dear to our hearts. Thank you again, Layne. Yeah were gay, wanna join us? LOL! Layne was trying to quit EVERYthing at this time (he even attempted quitting smoking) and Sean was still bringing pot around everytime they would get together. Quite a few wrongs have been righted by the existence of this site, the amount of BS out there about these individuals is beyond belief. Please if you ever get a chance, write that book. What happened to Demri? I would love to read more about this era and i know there is alot of crap out there but in your opinion which book written about that time in history on AIC and even mentioning Demri would you think is the most accurate?? I hope it helps you as well. She was just a friend of my roommate. Youve lived through so much loss and heartache, and youre still there for the real fans, speaking the truth. I was iving heroin for 8 years when i suddenly came down with what i thought was the flu. Late 96, Demri started backsliding and this was around when I finally met her. Demri Lara Parrott, died due to complication of endocarditis on Oct 29th 1996. Although I know that my parents did the best they could, I want more for her and never want her to feel how I have so many time. I have not read any of the books written about the era or the books written about my friends Mike and Layne. I never met Demri but I used to rehearse at Naf and played at the Offramp and RCKNDY , so I met Layne, Mike, Sean and Jerry a few times. Kathleen was hurt by that and would say, "My daughter's life wasn't a waste". As for cotton what as ridiculous thing to say. Even by something as small as a cold. 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